omg. finally back from camp?
so tired with muscles aches, back aches and all..
first day we reached there, we did cycling.
then, cos i don't know how to cycle, i doubled-biked with jennifer.
i almost died! cycle from the camp site (somewhere at Changi) to Changi Beach and then back from Changi beach to the campsite.. i heard from hui xuan that the journey back and forth is 16km! first time tagging along with friend, got 5 blue blacks.. si bei tia siol xP
the whole thing took about 3-4 hours.. so tiring..
then also butt pain, the whole of first night i couldn't sleep on my back, i had to sleep on my stomach. then also can't sleep cos the instructors were like talking so loudly to each other, playing out music and shouting.. somemore almost every 5-10mins got at least 1 aeroplane fly pass, so noisy! especially the singapore airlines one.. XPPP when at about 3am, i wanted to sleep. but then, my legs started itching. and soon, the whole leg was itchy. i had 6 mosquito/insect bites that night, whole night scratch, couldn't sleep! so ended up, the first night there i slept for only 2-3 hours.
the next morning i was damn tired already, like almost got no energy to do anything. then, we went for the amazing race. our instructor say the first team who finish will have extra 15 mins of bathing time, while the last team to finish will minus 15 mins of bathing time. we had to go from the camp site to east coast park leh, and then back again. sound tiring boh? haha, this one is a damn long story. got grouped with julian, jerome, jacob, benedict, sunicia, wen yi, jennifer they all larh. so very fun. but then, we got confused after the first clue, so we were like the last team (out of the 6 teams) to reach the first station. when we went there, we had to wait for all the rest of the teams to complete the station. took like half an hour or so. by the time we finished, we almost gave up doing the amazing race already, cos what for? run and perspire like mad for nothing, and then only lose 15 mins of bathing time. but then, we still ran anyway, and tried to catch up with the other teams to the second station. after the second station, we realised that there were still 2 teams behind us, so we relax lorh. walk all the way to the next few stations. then while waiting for truman to do something at the east coast beach, we were bored. then suddenly julian ask if anyone want to sing or dance. then benedict started dancing too gee by snsd. so funny! then ring ding dong by SHINee..
i hated the third station where we had to squat down and cover the barrel which has millions of holes in it until the barrel was filled 3/4 to the brim. omg. the barrel was like damn big, like the ones that you use to build a raft from scratch (the ones in sec2 camp if you're in yckss). so we were all squating down under the damn hot sun covering holes. i had to squat next to jerome, cos he had not enough fingers to cover the barrel. then, soon, i also had not enough fingers to cover, so wen yi squatted behind me.. wahh. i tell you arh. we were like, asking the people in our team who had to fill up the barrel with water to hurry up, and then i got splashed all over with water.. -.- so my shoes and socks were all flooded with water and sand after we finished the station.
the other stations are okay, just that they are tiring as well. then after that, ate lunch. after lunch went kayaking. we had to have girl-boy pairs in kayaking.
girls from 3e2, 3a1 and 3a2 had to line up in a single file, while boys from 3e2, 3a1 and 3a2 had to line up in another single file. then, the instructor made sure each one of us had a number, with the first boy and girl being number 1. then i was number 4. i was paired up with guy number 4 too. and guess who? it was sheng da. but then, liyana ask me to change with her, so i was number 9. my kayaking partner was jun long from 3a1.
then, we started kayaking. not a few minutes later, i suddenly felt like i was going to throw up.. OMG! i was seasick!. so i took a deep breath and then rested for a while, then continued paddling. THE PADDLE WAS LIKE SUPER HEAVY LAH! then, vaiges on my left, started "feeding the fish" if you know what i mean. yellow stuff just kept coming out of her mouth non-stop, like when youturn on the tap, it runs.. something like that. then i was like, shoots. i feel like vomiting even more. not only did i see vaiges throw up, i also saw nikki and wen yi throw up. and i couldn't stand it anymore, if i paddled somemore, i could have threw up.. so then i told jun long that i felt seasick and wanted to throw up. he was like, "nevermind, i paddle, then you don't paddle. you rest" or something like that. so for a few minutes, i just sat in the kayak, breathing in and out deeply. then continued paddling, and stopped, then continued, then stopped, until we reached the shore. we were finally on land. then i thanked jun long. lol.
yeah, that marked the end of all the activities for the camp, and i felt relieved. as we ended the kaaking thingy earlier than expected, we had extra bathing time! woot~ our instructor totally like forgot about what he said about the amazing race, and he gave all of us one and a half hours to bath. we were so damn overjoyed!! then in the night each class had their own BBQ, and then ms teo came and brought snacks for us! haha. so nice of her. so we enjoyed the night. when it was lights off time, i had a knockout. i just fell asleep the moment i lied on the wooden planks, and i slept peacefully for the whole night, couldn't even hear a sound, and i woke up at 6.20am to shower, as we had to assemble by 7.45am with our camp bags.
i was happy when it was time to leave the camp site, i went straight home, quickly took a cold shower, ate lunch and slept for like, 3-4 hours in the aircon room. so shiok! but then the next day got SS test, so must study lorh. so sad..
when i saw the test paper the next day at school, i was like, SHIT!! so difficult. we had to write an essay of not less than one and a half pages. the question was "Which policy was more important in the population growth in Singapore during the 1980s? the "Graduate Mothers' Scheme" or the "Have Three or More If You Can Afford" policy?" or something like that..
so dfficult! i hope i pass the test!!

i'll try to keep you updated;;
ohya, my grade 6 piano practical exam is on this coming tuesday, 2nd march, so do wish me good luck!! xD
hey peeps !
i went to Ritz-Carlton hotel on friday .. and i'll be goig back home tomorrow !! T_T
i'll miss this place loads . i hope i can come again soon !
yeah . so once we reached there (it was like 2pm+) , we went to upgrade our room to the club floor . it means that we can eat every meal in the club , and we don't need to keep on going out to nearby shopping centres to eat like we used to last time . omg . i can't believe it's gonna be end december already . so fast leh !
then yesterday , we changed our room to the suite . it was totally sweet man ! so big . and i found out that if you spend a night in a normal room (not suites) in this hotel , it already costs $700+ !!
*faint*
the room that i'm staying in now probably costs bout $1000 per night ?
*faint even more*
but then we don't really need to pay alot , cos my parents have some dk what card , got points then can use to stay in ritz-carlton and marriot hotels all over the world . but then , of course must pay for the card . -.-
quite ex i think ..
now i'm bored cos everyone else went down to swim . i couldn't go with them , cos i got the monthly thing now ... *ahem* ....
so sad .
that's why i can blog now . :D
heh . yesterday was my daddy's birthday ..
oh yeah . and we're staying on the 20th floor , corner room . the view from the toilet is the singapore flyer . zomg . when i first went in the toilet , it was like the flyer was just right next to our toilet . nice . then the living room view was where they sho the NDP every year , the floating platform thing . the bedroom's view was of the new casino , the 3 big buildings , (i think it's known as the Sand Resort or something) . very nice , even though it's still under renovation .
the living room view can also see the Mandarin Oriental Hotel . it was where FT Island , Brown Eyed Girls , T-Max and a few other artistes stayed just a few days ago to perforem for the seoul'd out sundown festival thingy . yeah .
then also can see the two durians .
the view is damn nice . gah . how i'd wish life was like this everyday . wouldn't it be so damn shiok ?
(:
but then going home tomorrow , have to get ready for school soon .

okay , end of Ritz-Carlton story ...

i've found a video on Youtube , it's bout FT Island having a great time with each other in some kinda swimming pool thingy . hah .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FHSaPnlpPAs&feature=PlayList&p=9B1517C29B6B53BD&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=16

enjoy !

i'll update sometime soon ?
probably .

hasta la vista !
the 50 question.

1. how well do you know youself? rank from 1-10, 1 being the least.
6 ?

2. do you get along well with your siblings?
my sister's my bonebreaker , not my heartbreaker .

3. if you were given a million bucks to kill someone you dont know, will you do it?
never never never ...

4. would you risk your life for your father or your mother?
both

5. would you risk your life for your gf/bf or your friends?
depends . hah .

6. do you like your eyes better, or your lips?
eyes .

7. do you have someone you like currently?
yeah , but i lost contact with that person . ):

8. does anybody like you currently?
how would i know ? Lol .

9. what are you doing now?
this quiz ? duh .

10. do you prefer ice-cream or chocolate?
ice-cream .

11. do you prefer coffee or tea?
tea

12. which celebrity do you admire?
lee hong gi of FT Island .

13. do you prefer the violin or guitar?
guitar

14. what do you like to drink?
all types of milk .

16. if you could ask for one thing now, what would you ask for?
to go back to korea ~

17. do you like to daydream alot?
yes .

18. what is your favourite colour?
bLUE !

19. what is your favourite subject?
i don't like anything i'm taking now .

20. do you prefer the sun or the rain?
rain :)

21. do you prefer the winter or spring?
winter.

22. do you prefer the darkness or light?
not too dark , nor too light.

23. do you prefer the computer or your handphone?
handphone.

24. who do you feel like texting now?
no one ?

25. favourite singer?
lee seung gi .

26. what are you currently listening to?
super girl - SJ M

27. what type of shirt are you wearing now?
white plain tee.

28. do you prefer a quiet or loud gf/bf?
both , but more on the quiet side .

29. if you were given a chance to change something about yourself, what would it be?
i dk ?

30. is there someone you cant forgive now?
no .

31. is there something you are upset about now?
yes .

32. is there something you are happy about now?
maybe ?

33. what is the first thing that comes into your mind when i say, "memories"?
korean trip (16-23 nov)

34. who is the first person that comes into your mind when i say, "love"?
no one .

35. is there something you cannot forgive about yourself?
i think so ..

36. what time is it now?
8.12pm

37. what do you like about yourself?
the friends that i have (:

38. what do you like about your significant other?
his character .

39. who are your best friends?
7 of them + camy (:

40. name one of your nickname.
calbee .

41. do you prefer to have a pair of wings, or powers to change thing?
powers to change things !

42. if you had powers, what kind of power do you want to possess?
the power to see answers of test and exams !

43. where is your favourite place to hangout?
at home !

44. what sort of book do you like to read?
diaries ..

45. do you prefer a puppy or a kitten as a pet?
puppy. :)

46. which is your favourite month?
december :D

47. what sort of music do you like?
hip hop , rock ballads , RnB , pop ,....

48. who are you missing now?
):

49. do you dare to scream loudly in the middle of a shopping mall?
yes . for a hundred bucks i would . xD

50. why are you doing this quiz?
dk , maybe just bored ?


you finish the quiz! *applause*
tag others to do this quiz! :)
==THEEND==

don't wanna tag anyone , people , tag yourselves ~
JAPANESE LYRICS:

君がいた景色は 温もりと安らぎ彩り
初めて知った恋の香りがした
眩しい日差し浴びて 何も恐れずにいたけれど
その明るさは 影を見えなくした

僕はどんな強さで 君の手を
握り締めたなら
他の誰かの存在なんて
なくしてしまえたのかな

止まない雨に 濡れないように
肩を寄せ合った帰り道
君が消えたあれから　僕に
今も降り続ける雨

流れいく時間は道で行く
君への思いと
初めて知った恋の香りがした

もしも心の奥深くまで
歩いていけたら
肩を震わせて一人きりの素顔に出会えたのかな

止まない雨がもし僕の
過ちを荒い流すなら
君に届く言葉捜すよ
今も降り続ける雨

瞼の奥に浮かぶ面影
涙の後そのすべて
忘れたくない　忘れられない
痛みはこのままで止まない雨に 濡れないように
肩を寄せ合った帰り道
君が消えたあれから　僕に
今も降り続ける雨



ENGLISH TRANSLATION:

you coloured the landscape with warmth and tranquility
and for the first time, i knew the scent of love
bathed in radiant sunlight, nothing could make me fear
but that brightness made shadows invisible
if i tightly held your hand
with what kind of strength
things like those other people
might have been gone for good

like not getting wet in the unending rain
shoulder pressed to the way home
from that place you disappeared
even now, the rain keeps falling on me

as time flies by
my feelings are on the road towards you
with the scent of first love
if i could walk towards
the deepest part of your heart
with shaking shoulders, i wonder,
if we could just meet honestly

if the unending rain could
roughly wash away my mistakes
i'd search for the words to reach you
but even now, the rain keeps falling

i can see your face floating behind my eyelids
after the tears, everything about you
i don't want to forget, i can't forget
grief is just like this

like not getting wet in the unending rain
shoulder pressed to the way home
from that place you disappeared
even now, the rain keeps falling on me
KOREAN LYRICS:

Can you feel my heartbeat
니가 짓밟고 떠난 심장이 아직도 뛰고 있어 그것도 너를 향해.
잊으려고 아무리 노력해봐도 새로운 사람들을 아무리 만나봐도 계속 다시 또 다시 돌아서면 왜 니 생각만 나는지
안 할래 그만할래 아무리 내 자신을 달래고 또 달래 봐도 아무 소용이 없어 내 심장이 고장나 버렸어 왜
왜 아직도 나는 이런 바보 같은 짓을 하는지 머리론 알겠는데 가슴은 왜 지 맘대론지
너를 잡고 놓지를 못해 지금도 니가 나의 곁에 있는 것 같애 이별을 믿지 못해
누굴 만나도 마음 속 한곳은 열지 못하고 계속 니 자릴 비워놔
올 리가 없는데 올지도 모른다고 왜 믿는지 가슴이 왜 말을 안 듣니
Listen to my Heartbeat. Its beating for you Listen to my Heartbeat. Its waiting for you
끝났다는 걸 아직도 몰라 왜 이러는지 이해가 안가
Listen to my Heartbeat. Its beating for you Listen to my Heartbeat. Its waiting for you
너의 생각에 아직도 아파 가슴이 뛸 때 마다 생각나
잊어야 해 잊어야 살수 있어 지워 버려야만 해 안 그러면 내가 죽어 Stop trying to get her back. She aint coming
Shes gone, gotta be moving on. 갔어 오지 않아 그년 니 생각 하지 않아
그녀는 내가 기다리는걸 전혀 모른 채 잘 살고 있어 그녀는 이미 날 잊었어 완전히 지웠어 왜 나는 그렇게 못하니
Listen to my Heartbeat. Its beating for you Listen to my Heartbeat. Its waiting for you
끝났다는 걸 아직도 몰라 왜 이러는지 이해가 안가
Listen to my Heartbeat. Its beating for you Listen to my Heartbeat. Its waiting for you
너의 생각에 아직도 아파 가슴이 뛸 때 마다 생각나
My heart is beating Faster and faster (*4)





ENGLISH TRANSLATION:

can you feel my heartbeat

the heart that you stepped all over and left
is still beating. and it's beating for you

no matter how hard i try to forget
no matter how many new people i meet
why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around
i don't want to do this anymore. i want to stop.
no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself
it's no use. my heart is broken. why

why do i keep doing such foolish things
i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling
i'm holding on to you and can't let go.
it still feels like you're next to me.
i can't believe in farewell

no matter who i meet, i can't open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty
there's no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back
why isn't my heart listening

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
don't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats

i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don't, i'll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming
she's gone, gotta be moving on
she left. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.

she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her, she's doing well
she already forgot about me, totally erased me.
why can't i do that

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

my heart is beating faster and faster (x4)
hey peeps , long long time never update lerh . sorry ,_,

just came back from Korea ! woot ~
bought 20 albums , went to cultural places , and made friends with tour group .
Sarah , Dion , Edward , Renelle , Jynae , (Benton and Bennoyd) and their families . (dk whether spell correctly or not) ..
miss them now . TT
so LUCKY right ? forgot to ask them for their email address and phone number . GAHH !!
the weather was super cold and shiok , once you come out of a place or building , you can feel the cold breeze rushing towards you . (:
in singapore , it's the opposite . -.-
wahlao eh , not enough time to shop lorh . at dongdaemun , namdaemun and myeongdong .
every meal we ate was almost the same , for 8 days . rice , soup , kimchi , ikan bilis , meat , cabbage ,. that's bout it .
i think i lost weight .
went to EverLand , rode the roller coaster , almost died .. so scary !
went to Lotte World , went for the monorail ride , watched Christmas parade , and rode the Sindbad ride .
learned how to make kimchi , went to teddy bear museum (the souvenirs there all so ex , how to buy ?) , and went to Jeju Island , Nami Island , Yong Pyong .
Yong Pyong , stayed in the resort for 1 night . there was an arcade there , then we played till very late in the night . i played the drums thing , first time , failed . tried again , passed all the levels . ;D sarah & dion were jy-ing me the whole way . thanks , guys ! ^^
next day , we had to choose to skii or play with snow . i played with snow , haha , so fun , while watching benton slide down the hill and walk up , and slide down and walk up , again and again . they played brown eyed girls's abracadabra , then me and my family did the dance in the snow . (the shaking hips thing) . we also threw snow at each other . XD the photographer , peter , everywhere he go , also don't need to put on gloves . play with snow also don't need . so pro right ?
also went to watch JUMP , the show , half kung-fu , half comedy . nice (:
the trip was quite fun lah , overall ^-^
oh gosh , i miss Korea now . ):
wanna fell the cold breeze , wanna continue losing weight ! TT
i really miss my tour group , wanna get in touch with them !!
miss the laughing in the tour bus times with Benton and Bennoyd , when the rest of the people went to The Face Shop to buy face products .
Benton was like , "i think they'll come back with a different face" or something like that , cos they took more than half an hour to buy the stuff . then we were all laughing like mad . ^^
Good Luck , Benton , for collecting PSLE results this thursday .
Good Luck , Bennoyd , for collecting 'O' Level results (i dk when) . X)
Renelle , Jynae , stay cute and bubbly always (:
Sarah , Dion , stay funny and supportive always (:

will miss you guys !
Storm- Lifehouse

How long have I been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form
Water's getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head

If I could just see you
Everything would be all right
If I could see you
This darkness would turn to light

And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be all right
And everything will be all right

I know you didn't bring me out here to drown
So why am I ten feet under and upside down
Barely surviving has become my purpose
Because I'm so used to living underneath the surface

And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be all right
And everything will be all right


this song is dedicated to Joshua Ang and his late mother .
jys , joshua ! 我永远会支持你 !
((:

♥calbeee;D